Thursday, August 19, 2010

stressing,



I just heard this song for the first time, & now I'll need to listen to some more of his songs. I'm really liking that song & video.

I can't believe I only have 3 1/2 days left of summer. I think tomorrow I'll just sit in my room all day watching Gilmore Girls & possibly painting. I'm going to do as little as possible.

As of right now, I'm really trying to find a way to make some money. But, not being old enough to get a real job, I'm stumped. And although I'm not really wanting lots of things, the prices are not so small. What are the things I want?

The Sketchbook Project: 2011
for this, I already have the initial $25, but I want to get it digitalized & a T-shirt would be pretty awesome.


this baby - a Nikon D40 - is my dream. right now I'm stuck with a point and shoot Fujifilm. which isn't so bad, but if I want to pursue photography in college, which I do, then I figure I need to start getting acquainted with it now. okay, so maybe that doesn't make much sense, but to me, photography is everything. everyone at church knows me as the person who takes a ton of pictures at ever church event. I take a lot of pictures. not so much of my daily life, because the camera simply doesn't do the things I would like it to.

anyway, the next thing I need to start saving up for is drivers ed. I think it's around $300, & I need to start that next summer so I can get my license before senior year. because the way it's looking right now, I'll be getting my license the summer before senior year. which is crazy, but there's not much I can do about it unless I take it during the school year, & I don't really want to have to worry about that over my classes.

& then, once I can drive, I'll need a car! but that's a situation I'm still not sure about, & will need to talk about with my parents sometime soon I suppose.

but then after all that, college. & I haven't even narrowed down my colleges yet. unless you consider the region I want it to be within. NORTH. I hate the heat in the south. unless it's California, I wouldn't mind living there. except for the expenses. but, why not go to college there? Sigh, I don't know. I need a school with a Photography major, & I want to take some art classes (of course) along with Psychology.

Anyway, for now I need to get some laundry & dishes done.